hey bloggie,
i just want to write down my feelings in words.
I don't know how and when it started but i've already fallen for you. And as time goes by , i've confirmed this feeling and accepted it. I feel comfortable and happy whenever i'm with you. You are able to ease my worries and troubles but yet my main source of worries come from you. I tend to get this weird feeling every now and then and it had affected me quite abit. I feel uneasy when i see you with other guys mainly this is because of my insecurity. In relationships I often think negatively and this has cause me to be emotionally burned out. Sometimes i tell myself to stop thinking of you but the more i tell myself to stop the more diffcult it is. I don't know why i have to torture myself with all these negative thinkings this is also what i don't like about myself.
Every night , before i sleep i'll think of you. I'll think of the things i said to you and the things you said to me. The moment i wake up it's you agian , you are in my mind agian. This has gradually become my daily routine. It really make my day when i'm able to make you smile/laugh or even having a simple conversation.
So why don't I try confessing my feelings to her? i'm not scare of rejection but i'm scare of losing the friendship i have with her and i'm afraid that she will distant herself away from me. One of my best friend ask me will i regret if one day if she attached. I know i will regret for not telling her...ok i'm contradicting to myself agian. I clearly know myself that i'm bad in expressing my own feelings...it had always been like this. Of course i cannot expect her to tell me how she feel but i really want to know what she isthinking sometime. she can be quite mysterious sometimes and it really make me crazy cause i don't know if what she said is true.
I did not expect my heart to overtake my head.
There are hundreds of What If? in my mind now
What if i tell you i like you?
What if i tell you how much i miss you?
What if i tell you how much you mean to me?
but i'm only able to write these few down
I wonder if this consider as one-sided love. If it really is , then i will say that one-sided love can be quite torturing
I've written quite abit and it does feel good to relieve my feelings once in awhile..if not i think i', going to burst
i just want to write down my feelings in words.
I don't know how and when it started but i've already fallen for you. And as time goes by , i've confirmed this feeling and accepted it. I feel comfortable and happy whenever i'm with you. You are able to ease my worries and troubles but yet my main source of worries come from you. I tend to get this weird feeling every now and then and it had affected me quite abit. I feel uneasy when i see you with other guys mainly this is because of my insecurity. In relationships I often think negatively and this has cause me to be emotionally burned out. Sometimes i tell myself to stop thinking of you but the more i tell myself to stop the more diffcult it is. I don't know why i have to torture myself with all these negative thinkings this is also what i don't like about myself.
Every night , before i sleep i'll think of you. I'll think of the things i said to you and the things you said to me. The moment i wake up it's you agian , you are in my mind agian. This has gradually become my daily routine. It really make my day when i'm able to make you smile/laugh or even having a simple conversation.
So why don't I try confessing my feelings to her? i'm not scare of rejection but i'm scare of losing the friendship i have with her and i'm afraid that she will distant herself away from me. One of my best friend ask me will i regret if one day if she attached. I know i will regret for not telling her...ok i'm contradicting to myself agian. I clearly know myself that i'm bad in expressing my own feelings...it had always been like this. Of course i cannot expect her to tell me how she feel but i really want to know what she isthinking sometime. she can be quite mysterious sometimes and it really make me crazy cause i don't know if what she said is true.
I did not expect my heart to overtake my head.
There are hundreds of What If? in my mind now
What if i tell you i like you?
What if i tell you how much i miss you?
What if i tell you how much you mean to me?
but i'm only able to write these few down
I wonder if this consider as one-sided love. If it really is , then i will say that one-sided love can be quite torturing
I've written quite abit and it does feel good to relieve my feelings once in awhile..if not i think i', going to burst
posted by yee seng @ 3:18 AM
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